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I have submitted my blog to two bipolar blogging networks: Psych Central, and the Bipolar Blogger Network, in hopes of increasing my readership and expanding my reach.

I believe I have what it takes to make a difference in these communities and hopefully they let me in.

I’ll be excited over the next week to hear back.

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Bipolar Thoughts

I’m very suicidal lately. It comes to me when I’m laughing, when I’m upset, when things aren’t going right, when things are going perfectly. It comes both in dreams and when I’m awake, sometimes even in day dreams.

The two most popular incantations of the thought are when I’m driving and I just drive my car off a bridge or overpass, unbuckled, airbag turned off. Or sometimes into the lake, even though I’m terrified of drowning.

The second much more reasonable thought is that the next time I am around a gun I would ask to look at it and shoot myself in the head. Quick and easy.

Bipolar Thoughts

Easter weekend was a lot of fun this year.

On Good Friday I recorded two episodes of my podcast. We have spent the last month recording additional podcasts so if we need to skip during the summer we can do that and still put out content. It has been fun but challenging to generate content for two hours a week. I think it also fast tracked us to finding our voice and flow and the show is beginning to sound polished before we even touch it in editing. You guys won’t experience that for another month or so but that is how it works. Next week we start recording a single episode per week and while I’m sure my wife will be happy about that, I don’t think either myself or my co-host is looking forward to the turn down.

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