I have a hard time believing that people care about me, and I have an even harder time trusting them when they say they do.

I don’t know what it is about me but I have always felt that I am of very little concern to anyone around me, including my family and close friends. I honestly feel that maybe three people in my life truly appreciate and love everything I am.

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I will have to take a bit of a hiatus from the website.

I am being admitted into an inpatient psych ward to begin my ECT treatment talked about in a previous posting.

I will be back soon, hopefully very soon.

Take my time away as time to reflect on what this blog has meant to you, from entertainment to inspiration and maybe read a few old blogs you might miss fondly.

See you all on the other side.