I always believed that I would be a person who made a locally major impact in the world. I never had dreams of global dominance or anything, but I always thought I would be someone important in my community. Someone people looked up to, someone people wanted to talk to.

And I can’t help but feeling that that is all but gone now.

I mentioned during my fat post that I had a few obsessions related to my disease. Body Image was one, this is another, success.