Sometimes it is hard for me to contain my jealousy when my peers are doing better than I am.
It is never really directed at them; most of the time I am sincerely happy for them. But there is always a slight twinge of ‘why not me’ that goes through my mind.
Don’t get me wrong, I live in a nice house. But it is old and small.
I drive a nice car, but it is a company car and my wife’s car needs to be replaced.
I own just about everything I could want, but nothing very valuable.