The following essay goes in tandem with the post directly previous to it. Please take the time to read them both.
Well, the ‘no depression’ grace period from the ECT is officially over.
My doctor has put me back on Latuda (for depression), upped my Lithium, and put me back on Klonopin (anxiety). He has also given me his personal cell phone number and did the standard suicide screening. He appears more concerned by my current state then I am. I just want to lie in bed all day. I go back to see him mid-December.