Bipolar Thoughts

I was feeling a lot of anxiety yesterday. I get anxiety every morning when I go to work. Almost every day I beat it, but not yesterday. I had to pull off onto the shoulder of 696 and just breathe.

I went home and took a klonopin and felt better, but sleepy. As soon as the sleepiness went away I took another and then went to bed. Later that night I was still feeling anxious so I took two more klonpin, as well as two of my wife’s pain pills for her back. I don’t remember anything after that. Apparently I was a disaster getting to bed, walking into walls and stumbling.

My wife had no idea what was happening, and didn’t know what I had done until the next day when I told her. I haven’t done anything like that in a long time. I don’t even know the last time I drank too much. I have been doing well in that regard.